Tuesday, December 12, 2017

Note to myself before 25

Assalamualaikum and Hi everyone! 


In 2 weeks time we'll all leave 2017 to 2018

I would describe 2017 as a year where I started to develop and understand what maturity really is.


The biggest lesson I have learned this year is probably to be responsible in my assumptions and expectations

On anything

Not to blame anyone on our mistakes just because its already hard to bear with the consequences, whatsmore to take the blame. sigh ~


Knowing this does not mean I will never put expectations or live in my assumptions ever.


Its almost impossible. 

But accepting the consequences of our actions is what vital. To question and to rationalize it with our efforts

That my feelings can never be someone's else's business


To accept the reality that it was actually me who didnt know how to deal with my own feelings. 

It is me that I need to forgive

For letting my feeling to put whatever expectations and assumptions on future

Forgetting that Im nowhere beyond fate and 

That Allah holds the future


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