A friend of mine passed away last 4 days. It was really something that I least expected to happen. He was in a good health when the last time I saw him. But who knows that Allah loves him more than we do. He was a very good friend since the first time I met him 5 years ago. At that time we were in standard 6. He used to be the one that made our class happening everyday.! Allah knows the best. He passed away after he accidently tergelincir at Sg. Gabai. Ya Allah, place him among the soleh and solehin ya Allah. For the past 18 years he lived in this world, forgive all the wrongdoings he had made ya Allah. when i heard the news, my heart was trembling and I felt like I was in a dream. we never know when Izrael will come and take us away. its like we waiting for train. sometimes other people get in first and we have to wait for the next train to pick us. On that moment I realise that its enough! i'm done with the life I used to be. Hijrah. All this while this word didnt give any impact on me. Change to be a better person. brothers and sisters in Islam, think back..again and again.. what's our aim in life..what's our aim actually?? the permanent life of us is not here, not in this world created by Allah.. here, we transit just to fill up and prepare our needs to make sure that our next journey will not get stranded. Wallahualam.
this is also a reminder for myself.
Hari ini tiada senda dalam bicara,
Deru air mata merupakan segalanya,
Sang hati bicara sendiri,
Bangunkan ummah bina generasi.
Di bumi yang bertuah ini,
Diriku mula mengenali,
Matlamat hidup sebagai abdi,
kepada Allah... Allahu Rabbi.
Diriku kini sebebas unggas,
Terbang riang di angkasa raya,
Menyanyi merdu irama kalbu,
Wahai teman seperjuangan,
Usah digentar musuh di hadapan,
Pandanglah di depan balasan Tuhan,
Syurga Firdaus menanti kalian.
Kutiplah mutiara...mutiara indah,
Untuk bekalan diri berpindah,
Sebelum jejak kaki melangkah,
Sebelum penyesalan membawa padah.
Dengarlah pesanan ku ini,
Mohon untukku dala doamu,
Diriku pejuang Islam yang satu.
*these beautiful words i learnt in SMA Al-Amin, Bangi.